Posted by: The Prayer Closet | June 26, 2011

i want to kill myself

I Want To Kill Myself
By Brad Dassey Minister of TRUTH
June 26, 2011

Have you ever thought, “I want to kill myself, but what will others think?” Or, “I want to kill myself, but what will it to do my friends and family?” or “I want to kill myself but how can I be successful?” The things you should be really thinking are, “WHY do I want to kill myself?” or “WHY am I thinking about suicide?” If you are asking yourself, “how can I kill myself?”  “Ways to kill myself”

You really just need to stop right now. Take a deep breath. WHY do you want to kill yourself? Think about reasons why OTHERS want to kill themselves. Why do people kill themselves? Because they can’t deal with the shame and guilt from something that has happened. It could be the loss of a girlfriend or boyfriend, the loss of a loved one, maybe you’ve done something BAD and can’t take it anymore and just want to DIE.

GOD doesn’t want you to die. If GOD wanted you not to be here on this Earth in the first place, you would have never been born. Your birth would have never been possible from the beginning.

You see, people who think about why they want to kill themselves are only crying out for help. There’s one small glimmer of hope in their heart that MAYBE someone will hear them. MAYBE someone will CARE. MAYBE someone will understand them.

Many people that think about killing themselves often think, “nobody understands me” or “I don’t have any friends” or, “why don’t I have any friends?”

There’s a reason you typed up what you did on the Internet to ask, why should I kill myself? It’s because you have one last hope left in your body. One last cry for HELP in hopes someone will hear you and understand you.

There are several reasons why people want to kill themselves.


Let me tell you something, if you kill yourself, what will happen is you will go to Hell. People that kill themselves never make it to Heaven. If GOD wanted you dead, you would have been dead a long time ago. The devil plays tricks on your mind. The devil is playing the tape in your head this very second about your life. The devil is saying, you are not worth living, what’s the point to life, why should I stay alive, who cares about life, I am a bad person, I want to die, who will ever forgive me, I am a loser, nobody likes me, I am hated by everyone, I want to die, I’m being picked on, I can’t live anymore.

STAND UP. Right now. Get up out of your chair and STAND UP. Once you’ve done so, I want you to close your eyes for 15 seconds. I want you to clear your mind. I want you to STOP thinking about anything and just think about being on a nice warm beach. Think about the nice warm breeze, the blue sky, the sun beating down on your body and just think about the birds soaring around…. Once you are done, continue reading.

If you are still thinking, “I want to kill myself” that’s simply it! You are THINKING that and you’ll never STOP thinking that unless you simply STOP thinking about killing yourself! It’s that simple. Once you STOP thinking about something, just simply think about something else.

If you’ve done something so bad, like killed/murdered someone, or have a drug, porn, pornography, alcohol, sexual addiction, and are thinking, I have a huge problem, THERE’S STILL TIME! How? Why? What do you need to DO in order to stop thinking about suicide and start LIVING again? You need to ask GOD for forgiveness….. “How do I ask GOD for forgiveness” you say? First of all you need to take this matter very SERIOUSLY. So you can’t just be sorry and the next day, go out and commit the same sin again. It’s only going to continue that cycle of sin.

What is suicide? What does suicide mean? It means to kill yourself. Even if you have someone HELP you kill yourself, that is called HOMICIDE and even though you won’t be here anymore, your selfish accomplice will be in BIG trouble after they help you commit suicide, even with your permission. There really is no best way to commit suicide. There shouldn’t be any way to commit suicide. What happens if you try to commit suicide and still LIVE? Think about THAT! You’re scared of committing suicide because you really don’t want to or you would have done it by now… Stop, don’t think about suicide. There’s always a way out. ALWAYS.

There are a lot of teenage suicides around the world. Why do you think teens want to kill themselves? Do you think teens feel alone, scared, worried, unloved, rejected, maybe don’t feel loved enough from their parents? If you are a teen and want to commit suicide, please just stop.

Pray with me:

Ask GOD, say: “GOD, I am truly sorry for what I’ve done. Lord, I know I messed up. Please, please help me. Please show me the way! I don’t want to die. I don’t want to suffer anymore. I don’t want to kill myself. I don’t want to feel this way anymore. I believe Jesus Christ died on the cross to save me from my sins. Lord, I accept Jesus Christ into my heart to help wash my soul. To help me live a better life. To help me in all areas of my life so that I can LIVE! I don’t want to die. Lord, I want your love. I want every breath of LIFE that you’ve called me for. Lord, I don’t want to believe in the devil and his lies anymore. I want to be free from the shame, the guilt, the depression, the constant sadness, the anger, the frustration, the anxiety, the worry, the stress! Lord, I want to find complete and utter PEACE in my life! I believe you sent Jesus Christ to Earth to SAVE me from my sins Father. (John 3:16). I accept you into my heart Lord Jesus. Thank you for dying on the cross to save me from my sins. Make me new, make me clean, help me Father. Amen.”

If you need someone to talk to, please feel free to send a message to: Your emails will remain anonymous. You don’t even have to give your name. If you just need to vent and talk about your problem/s, feel free. Someone will return your email within a reasonable amount of time.



  1. Yeppy I think around 98% of the population is going to have their eye’s burned out for all eternity (according to mainstream Christianity that is). It BLOWS MY MIND how so many Christians can mentally back file their belief in a schizophrenic “god,” (which is NOT THE GOD of the Bible BTW) and cover up for him!!

    Seriously, the doctrine of eternal torment was CREATED BY THE DEVIL!!! How could anyone even trust a supposed “god” that would do such a thing to his creation?… Normal, semi-logical people can’t, which is why people who end up believing this become “religionists and allow themselves to be brainwashed” just to BE ‘ABLE’ to believe in such CRAZY Bi-Polar “god.”

    They make up some STUPID excuse in their minds as to how an INSANE DOCTRINE “FROM” the devil could be true and mentally “backfile” it away, seeking new ways to justify their beliefs…

    Sorry man, but you’re talking about MY FATHER here…. and yes, it offends me! My FATHER GOD is not a sadistic monster that will send frail sinful humans to hell when he sent “HIS ONE AND ONLY SON TO DIE FOR THE “SINS OF THE W-O-R-L-D!!!!!”.. Mainstream Christianity’s father is actually Satan himself “dressed up” like an “Angel of Light!”

    Tis True…… sigh!

  2. How Dare You say that people talk about suicide or think about suicide because they are crying out for attention or help!!!! Everyone is different, for one thing. Some people have the “chemical imbalance” of Major Depression, which you very obviously don’t have so you can’t understand one iota about the pain of it. I have had Major Depression for over 50 years – try living like that and feeling 50 years of long periods of EXCRUCIATING mental pain. It can’t be “thought” away or “prayed” away. I believe in God with all of my heart, I been to counselors for years and taken all kinds of medications – and STILL THE UNBEARABLE PAIN!

    • Of course I certainly know what you’re talking about. I must have struck a nerve and there may be something you took the wrong way when it was conveyed a certain way… God have mercy.

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